Saturday, February 14, 2009
Happy VAlentines day to my friends valentines is to give chocolate , pink or red rose teddy bear to ur Gf n havin ur candle dinner with ur loved one n enjoy urselfriite ??? i know all my friends will not call me out cos today is VAlentines daythey will know i have to celebrate it with my bfand some of them still asked me where we go n celebrate my ans is SLEEPIN and WORKIn they dun believed me ...really that all i do for today ..it was horrible day to me ...i super duper hate it lots ..!!seeing couple enjoy themselves and do you know wat i have to serve them WTH..!! this is wat i waNT .. OF course No......!!!i rather stay at home .. rock at home !!i know he dun wan me to stay at home lonely so asked me to go pei him work .. but seeing couple havin their time together n enjoy ,make me feel so hurt .. i hate the job u know in the beginincos of him and the money i force myself to go n work ..haix..=(.. he has to go WORK ..!!WORK ...he told me he has to go back for re-service maybe today den i thought he dun need to go work whole day...when i asked him again he told me he has to go WORK during nite and i has to go with him ..EVERy day WORK wORK.. hate it lots ,!!i want to enjoy ..yesterday he went to his friend"s party K-box so late till 5a.m in the morning where got time to go out with me ..he dun even have time to rest so has to pei him stay at home ..IS this WAt i WANt .. OF courSE No NO ..is like a normal day to me .. WAT i really wan is I HATE HATE >. ppl give me belated things i might as well u dun give me at alll it "s over ,, no meaning anymore ..!!=(i can tell u never mind .. but deep in my heart i hate it belated thing n slack at home doin nothing just sleep .. u told me alan asked whether we want to join them for the v dinner ..
den u said dun wan cos next day still got work ..
i rather u dun said it out better make me so so emo n fed up ..
cos of ur WORK again we cant to anythin i want surprise .i want something that i never have it before ....i WANt something SPecial..anyway ,i brought him a shirt and black pants ..i spent whole of my afternoon with baoying at Jurong point shopping around the jurong pointi dun wan him to wear just polor shirt or t-shirt so bought something diff .when i asked him to try he show me a blur face when i asked him u like or not if u really dun like i still can change for u ...actuallly i also dun really know whether he like it or not ...i hate ppl to force themselve if u dun like something till mon u still can change ..and one whole thing make me super duper fed up is that time he told me work at his place got $12 per hour den change to $9 .....n worse still yesterday the boss only give me $8 i asked him to see he just tell him normally give me $9 ..den the stupid foo the boss said today dun really make money so i only can give u $8.50 woo lao is it my problem ..hate it la.......excuse me i am experience giving me the paid same as non -experience wat the FUCK !!...Another half month more on 010309 will be our one year together ..am i lookin for it .. i not sure .. now like so moody dun want anything .. JINHUA ...!! Exam is ON mON MUST concern CONcern ....I Wan to wORK hard for my EXAm !!!good luck to me bah ,...dun ask me ..i am all right .. or wat i should said i required too much or expect too much from him bah ..i dun know ...arhx..................how i just wish .. i can stay away from all the moody ..ai yo yo ..nowsaday a lot ppl like break up from his bf or quarrel now my turn haix...lookin froward for my holidays .. i WANT to learn DRIving ... go out with friends .....and lots more ..sorry friends for so long never updated was busy with chingay and exam coming ..after my exam i will share with ur i having fun at chingay ...
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