Tuesday, October 9, 2007
8 more days to "O" level.. this year the time seem to pass so fast..today we have 2 hours of a maths feedback at It room 3 we get back our a maths mock paper that we did last week the teacher wrote some remarks on my paper This is what she wrote.. jinhua you have been a very diligent student.i believe your effort will be rewarded..oh my god when i read it i feel that i really must workhard cant let's her down haha..jia you..then we went back to class 4 our geo mock paperomG the paper was quite difficult..section B i have hard time to understand it.. and this was the first time i cheat 4 my geo paper..haix..sian..then we have feedback at the 4/7 clasroom.mr tan go though the paer with us .. Oh my god the way he sat on the table does"t seem llike a teacher more like a young teenage..OMG .. he look so handsome to me.. haha..after that we have "o" level briefing at the hall..then, is the graduating ceremony , i get receieved "appreciate award "ai yo yo ..whet the hell ?? they type my name wrongly lehx.. HATe yan jun made me cry..so sad all cos of the teacher encouragement lor..and dad chua today u look so different especially the way you talk so soft and slow..haha..dad chua we love you and miss you too..haha..i also cant bear all the classmates we have been 4 3 to 5 years..the joy and memorise we have together..after refreshment ain and i walked to lot one..den i meet xia to buy present 4 qi nan birthday .. at lot one we saw most ofthe boys in our class they will so engross by the show that when i took their photo ..they did not realised it..ai yo yo yo..i saw enen mei , meifu xueting,sky, amy, xiao qin and yan jun..after that i went home lor..
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Thursday, October 4, 2007
OMg.. "o"level left 12 more days to go ..
and i am not working hard enough
i still very slack..
haix.. can anyone tell me what should i do..????
i feel so tired this whole week everyday mock after mock..
so fast another week gone le..
today is physic mock.exam.. teacher not free so we do chemistry ..
then .. after recess i went back to class i saw my eng mock paper and the remarks mr chong wrote to me..
i read it and i feel so hurt
tear start to roll down my cheeks..
DO you know ..what ????
i almost spent my whole night just to do the compostion and not studing my chemistry ..
he fail me and u know what he wrote on my paper..
"give me very very simple english if not you will not pass "i know he wrote tat is to wake me up but you are wrong you make me hate eng more..i really hate you .. cant you just say it in a nice ways..???when i read it really hurt my heart i feel so useless why i make the same mistakes over and over again.ppl are improving why i not..am i not working hard enough..?i have been copied essay every night why i not improving.... i very fed up..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..no matter wat i must pass my eng ......i wan to prove to tat stupid chong i can do it...really hate him mahx. ur sacartise remark ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..then dad chua after lesson..he suddenly asked me whether i am all right..is it too stressi am so touch i cry again ..in front of the class.. then after school i alone walk all the way to lot one..i so sad i cry again. .. how i wished someone will be there for me ..but nobody..then i heard someone behind me i thought is ainshe follow me but to my dismay not her..r u ain my good friend..??/xia how i wish you will there for me...thanx. sandy , bao ying , xiao qin 4 ur msg i really appreciate it..
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