Monday, February 16, 2009
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Xam has started ...........today was the first paperyesterday whole nite, i dun really get to sleep cant sleep still feelin pain in the heart tear keep rolling down my face ..haix..shit it damn it .. today is exam and i dun get any sleep ...WTH!!!before the exam start ,It rainin so heavy and feeling so cold lucky i did bring my jacket thank god !!!i dun fall asleep during exam timehmmm.. the paper was quite easy shit la .. i did make some mistakes to it arhx..y am i so so careless ..!!!!yesterday nite , darling explained everything to me at the msn i know he has his own reasons and ku zhong he also feelin sad ..i think i really expect too much from him bahxsometimes , when sms to him i realy dun know how to express my words cos talking to him , it will make me think how we dun get to celebrate our V day end up Working..haix..by the way , i did treat one year ann very imporant too i plan wat to buy for u n wat we should wear on that day n etc..last post i did mention i not sure how we going to celebrate our one year ..is i dun want to put too much hope on it as i afraid it will fail again..i hate the feeling that i dun get wat i want arhx...............the feeling is so pain n hurt suck to the mAX..just like the V day do u know what i thought we can be like other couples enjoy ourself first den go work or u will give me surprise by sending the flower to my house ..No, it will not happened just that i think too much bahx..i was so shocked when that morning my mum told me somebody send flower to my house i thought it was YOU, i was super depressed when u told me is not u .is send wrong add..=( =(=(how i wish is u haix.. i know u like me alots cant live without me so am i ..i really appreciate all the things u do for me like waiting for me at the bus stop for two hours during my chingay after ur work, try ur best to make me happy ,even though how late is it u will accompany me to eat super and send me home safety ..and lots more.i understand u hate the job to the max .. cos of me u endure i can feel ur stressness n tiredness i so wish will always there to help u massageseeing u work so late n dun have enough sleep it hurt me too .if can i will helped u to look for the better job after my exam like i told u before ...tml no paper but going to sch and study JIA you JIA you...3 more paper s to go den i can enjoy my holiday hahaha...faster exam over i wan to learn drivin=0
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