Monday, February 23, 2009
YEAP yeaP .. i have been waiting for this days for very long exam over ... now is holiday time yeap...today is my last paper programmingoh no..The paper was quite easy but i still make mistake againoh my god !!wat am i doing..anyway today after my paper ,we went to pARTY world at ORCHArd we sing from 1p.m to 6 plus i really enjoy myself hope u ppl too..waiting for next outingiCE skatiNg haha..after that i trained home actually wanna to go shopping but i was to tired ...darling off on wed wanna to go bowling with him yeap... faster come i wan to enjoy myselfhahafriends if ur are free called me out provided i am free i will go out with u all ..during this holidays maybe i going to take my car licence and work at the same time too.. i WANNA to enjoy myself too..
6:20 AM
Friday, February 20, 2009
yeap ..!! finally left one more paper on mON ..
haix.. the paper that i hate the most .......
oh nO .. how ..?
gonna to study very hard for that ..
hmmm.. last few days was very busy preparing for my paper ..
so never update
how about my last three paper ?
haix..
i thought my maths i can do it even better
but i find that i dun really do well
cos i never completed my paper
n i know how to do during my revision
exam same question i dun know how to do
arghhx.........so fed up
and today EP paper i repeat same mistakes again arhx..
i lost around 16 marks
oh my god !!
so sad ...=(
wed meet my childhood friend asked me to take somethin
send by grandfather from china
i went there in the wrong time
they are havin their lunch and have to wait for them to finish
so so fed up have to follow them all the home
den i took the thing
train down to woodland to meet darlin who have being wairing for me an hour
he havin havin lunch at food courts
he brought a DVD
we went to his house n watch
he brought me n lEE hWa
which cost $200 plus going to be $300
as my belated present so so expensive ..
i was shocked when he told me the price ...
darling i really like the present u brought for me
i lazy n i afraid i will fate the colour of the present
so i decided to go n change if it can ...
i know not very nice but ...
i dun wan it to keep there n not wear it
and i alway a very 4getful gal scared i will lost it when i took out n bath..
anyway i will like to Say thank you darling lots for the present AND I LUV U LOTS
SORRY SOMETIME I AM VERY NAUGHTY SHOW U TEMPER N GIVE U COLD SHOULDERS..
WE GOIN TO BE ONE YEAR TOO
HOPE WE CAN ENJOY OURSELF ON THAT DAY .......
6:09 AM
Monday, February 16, 2009
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Xam has started ...........today was the first paperyesterday whole nite, i dun really get to sleep cant sleep still feelin pain in the heart tear keep rolling down my face ..haix..shit it damn it .. today is exam and i dun get any sleep ...WTH!!!before the exam start ,It rainin so heavy and feeling so cold lucky i did bring my jacket thank god !!!i dun fall asleep during exam timehmmm.. the paper was quite easy shit la .. i did make some mistakes to it arhx..y am i so so careless ..!!!!yesterday nite , darling explained everything to me at the msn i know he has his own reasons and ku zhong he also feelin sad ..i think i really expect too much from him bahxsometimes , when sms to him i realy dun know how to express my words cos talking to him , it will make me think how we dun get to celebrate our V day end up Working..haix..by the way , i did treat one year ann very imporant too i plan wat to buy for u n wat we should wear on that day n etc..last post i did mention i not sure how we going to celebrate our one year ..is i dun want to put too much hope on it as i afraid it will fail again..i hate the feeling that i dun get wat i want arhx...............the feeling is so pain n hurt suck to the mAX..just like the V day do u know what i thought we can be like other couples enjoy ourself first den go work or u will give me surprise by sending the flower to my house ..No, it will not happened just that i think too much bahx..i was so shocked when that morning my mum told me somebody send flower to my house i thought it was YOU, i was super depressed when u told me is not u .is send wrong add..=( =(=(how i wish is u haix.. i know u like me alots cant live without me so am i ..i really appreciate all the things u do for me like waiting for me at the bus stop for two hours during my chingay after ur work, try ur best to make me happy ,even though how late is it u will accompany me to eat super and send me home safety ..and lots more.i understand u hate the job to the max .. cos of me u endure i can feel ur stressness n tiredness i so wish will always there to help u massageseeing u work so late n dun have enough sleep it hurt me too .if can i will helped u to look for the better job after my exam like i told u before ...tml no paper but going to sch and study JIA you JIA you...3 more paper s to go den i can enjoy my holiday hahaha...faster exam over i wan to learn drivin=0
6:47 AM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Happy VAlentines day to my friends valentines is to give chocolate , pink or red rose teddy bear to ur Gf n havin ur candle dinner with ur loved one n enjoy urselfriite ??? i know all my friends will not call me out cos today is VAlentines daythey will know i have to celebrate it with my bfand some of them still asked me where we go n celebrate my ans is SLEEPIN and WORKIn they dun believed me ...really that all i do for today ..it was horrible day to me ...i super duper hate it lots ..!!seeing couple enjoy themselves and do you know wat i have to serve them WTH..!! this is wat i waNT .. OF course No......!!!i rather stay at home .. rock at home !!i know he dun wan me to stay at home lonely so asked me to go pei him work .. but seeing couple havin their time together n enjoy ,make me feel so hurt .. i hate the job u know in the beginincos of him and the money i force myself to go n work ..haix..=(.. he has to go WORK ..!!WORK ...he told me he has to go back for re-service maybe today den i thought he dun need to go work whole day...when i asked him again he told me he has to go WORK during nite and i has to go with him ..EVERy day WORK wORK.. hate it lots ,!!i want to enjoy ..yesterday he went to his friend"s party K-box so late till 5a.m in the morning where got time to go out with me ..he dun even have time to rest so has to pei him stay at home ..IS this WAt i WANt .. OF courSE No NO ..is like a normal day to me .. WAT i really wan is I HATE HATE >. ppl give me belated things i might as well u dun give me at alll it "s over ,, no meaning anymore ..!!=(i can tell u never mind .. but deep in my heart i hate it belated thing n slack at home doin nothing just sleep .. u told me alan asked whether we want to join them for the v dinner ..
den u said dun wan cos next day still got work ..
i rather u dun said it out better make me so so emo n fed up ..
cos of ur WORK again we cant to anythin i want surprise .i want something that i never have it before ....i WANt something SPecial..anyway ,i brought him a shirt and black pants ..i spent whole of my afternoon with baoying at Jurong point shopping around the jurong pointi dun wan him to wear just polor shirt or t-shirt so bought something diff .when i asked him to try he show me a blur face when i asked him u like or not if u really dun like i still can change for u ...actuallly i also dun really know whether he like it or not ...i hate ppl to force themselve if u dun like something till mon u still can change ..and one whole thing make me super duper fed up is that time he told me work at his place got $12 per hour den change to $9 .....n worse still yesterday the boss only give me $8 i asked him to see he just tell him normally give me $9 ..den the stupid foo the boss said today dun really make money so i only can give u $8.50 woo lao is it my problem ..hate it la.......excuse me i am experience giving me the paid same as non -experience wat the FUCK !!...Another half month more on 010309 will be our one year together ..am i lookin for it .. i not sure .. now like so moody dun want anything .. JINHUA ...!! Exam is ON mON MUST concern CONcern ....I Wan to wORK hard for my EXAm !!!good luck to me bah ,...dun ask me ..i am all right .. or wat i should said i required too much or expect too much from him bah ..i dun know ...arhx..................how i just wish .. i can stay away from all the moody ..ai yo yo ..nowsaday a lot ppl like break up from his bf or quarrel now my turn haix...lookin froward for my holidays .. i WANT to learn DRIving ... go out with friends .....and lots more ..sorry friends for so long never updated was busy with chingay and exam coming ..after my exam i will share with ur i having fun at chingay ...
8:45 PM