Wednesday, July 30, 2008

hmmmm.. today is my darling off day

but i got my lesson in the morning

i dismiss early cos dun have the lecture

after sch i planned to go ice skating

den i asked my darling to join us but he dun wan

he went to cut his hair after that
he went to look for me

i really dun know how to ice skate
thank zm who teach me how to play

after that , when to jurong point with my darling
we went to watch "money not enough "
it really a nice n touching show
haha...
then, darling send me home..

10:38 PM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

haix.. sian ,, today need to wear formal

cos first period got presentation

i meet min at sch

when reach outside the class

i was too nervous den i went to the toilet

by the time , we reach the class , the presentation already started

haha..

i helped min if not he has to present first

haix.. am the third person to present

haix. me a bit nervous lo

haha.. but not bad as long the lectuer said my presentation still not bad

after that got EC lecture

OH my GOD ..!!!

i dun undersatnd wat he teach me

i saw a lot ????

in my mind

after sch , i went to library with ,may Zheng min

we study till 6p,m den we went home ..

4:14 AM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

hmmmm,.. wed is my darling off day ..haha..
today we went an hour to sch just to attend the electrical circuit practical
n the c# programming dun need to go
so everyone went home
i have my lunch in sch after that went to ELP to print my notes

den train down to BB with may n xiao juan
haix.. plan to give my darling surprise
so today i end early
haix..
me damn 4getful
i go n call him n asked him to meet me at his house bus stop
sian .. no surprise le ..
haix..

went to his house , i was too tired i fall asleep
but being disturbed by him n his brother conversation
i cant sleep again
den i went to have dinner with him
after that , we went to watch movie the "RED CLIFF''

not bad but when come to interesting part
it said to be continue
Wth..

den my darling sent me home
home sweet home...^_^

4:05 AM

Sunday, July 13, 2008

hmmmm...
oh my god ..!!!
projects n projects
so stress..
i am so so tired
n i find that i aM ALWAYS dO MY WORK Last min again
urhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
hate that lehx..

after sch , may and tian qing went to Pasir Ris to help me look for my chalet
and me n yixin went to bugis to buy the stuff for my project
we shop around and brought alot things too ..

den me train home....

8:24 AM

Saturday, July 12, 2008

hmm... last sun we help tim to celebrate his 17th birthday

haha..

too bad he stilll cant buy cirgratte still have to ask my darling to buy for him

my darling brought a mango cake for him as a birthday present n we have our super at jurong east coffee shop

actually we plan to celebate at coffee shop but tim said dun wan cos too many ppl

he will feel shy ..lol

den we went to ssc mac to help him celebrate at around 1 a.m in the morning

den the security gurad saw us n wanna to chase us away

after that , we took the taxi home at around 2a.m

3:45 AM

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

yeap .. today is darling off days..

he know that i am not feeling good at all
i have cry the whole night cos all of the the quarrel with my parents and friends
he sent me to sch , on the way my tears keep rolling down my cheek
iS SO PAIN THAT NO WORDs cant decribe how sad i am ..

today got c# lab test
oh my god!!
i still dun get to finish my lan test ..sob sob..

actually , wanna to do my project but i told my friend that
i only have one day for my darling
after sch , tian qing n, may and i train down to west mall mac to do our work
den my darling come to fetch me
he plan to bring me to the beach to relax myself
but he still having got fever so i went ot his house

after that, we having dinner near his house
OH MY GOD !!
I AM SUCH AN USELESS N 4GETFUL GALFRIEND

he havin fever
we still go eat westen food

now his fever getting worse
sad nah, that i cant be on your side to take care of u ...
i am so sorry ... my darling ..........

7:48 AM

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

hmmmm.. i am so fucking piss off today ..
i have not been talking to zhen min n jermey for this two days
i really angry with them cos of sunday things i was quite piss off with them
so i choose to be cold shoulder with them and to them i treat them as a stranger
i really fucking tired
can i just emo n being silence to think wat i should do ..!~!

went home to have a nap n tu tu called me to ask me to take the shoes pack from me
my head was fucking pain n i got up
walked toward the station to meet her
i told her the things again
and i cry again =(

reached home i was so fucking piss off when i saw my sis
takin the whole new table n i am using the pld short table
i was damn fucking dulan..
i started to quarrel with my parents n throw all my thing on the floor..

it really make me damn fed off ..
i packed my bag n decided to leave the house n go my bf "house n sleep

but being pull my mum ..
wtf..
i thought u so so happy to see me leave the house mah..

i really have enough of all this things..
i just wan a peaceful n enjoyable life right now can i ..

i was so so tired n pissed off

how i wish there is a medecine to let's me eat so that i can die peacefully..

Wat the fuck,
on line still have to quarrel with jermey ..

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
urhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i really have enough of it ..!!1
this time round crying does not make me feel better at all,,
it make me even worse n pain..====(((((((((((

8:06 AM

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Happy birthday to Tian Qiang and Alan

i finally realised that ECC is not the course that suit me at ALL

coS of the modules i have drop my tears
countless time , i like have a feeling of giving up the course
but ITs IMPOssible !!!

my parent have put a lot of hopes on me
i cant let them down

i always encourage myself not
to give u n go on
some of my friends said that too me too like tu tu , yan jun
and my darling..

i promise my darling no matter how hard it is i will still continue my studies ..

today is my off day meet zhen min and jermey at jurong east libary again

actually yan jun can go but last min ps me..

haix,.. sad but never mind

ok , today doing my c# with them really make me damn piss off and tired i

left at 3 plus telling them i went home actually i went to meet my darlin

i damn no mood my eyes was red

when i see my darling

i hug him tight tight n tear keep rolling down my eyes

thank a lot darling 4 being there to lent me your shoulder n sayang me

and wipe the tears from my eyes ..

i really very grateful to have a bf like u

CRYING REALLY MAKE ME FEEL BETTER BUT I JUST DUN LIKE THE FEELING OF FEELING EMO OR DEPRESS COS OF THE WAY HOW PPL LAUGH AT YOU WHEN THEY TEACH U OR USING SOME BAD REMARKS

TO THEM IS FUNNY N JOKES

BUT HAVE THEY EVEN THINK IT REALLY REALLY ....HURT PPL FEELING..!!!!!

I JUST hatE THOSE FEELING ...N PPL.. URHHHHHHH

uRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

ANYONE CAN TELL ME WAT SHALL I DO ??

I REALLY SICK OF THAT !!!

EMO ...........................=(

3:56 AM

Saturday, July 5, 2008

i working from 5p.m to 11p.m
oh my god , it was damn busy
i work till i not feeling well
like going to faint ..

thank god..!!
the new RM .. transfer quite a lot crews here
sad to say that all of them are malay
they speak malay all the way ..
i only understand a bit..
neverthless, they are quite friendly and hardworking

good things of this RM is
he let us go home on time
not like the pevious RM..

after that, went home with my sis n darling
we have our supper at alif
long time never see xia
asking her to go down she not free
we really never see each other for long time ..
i miss her ..
dun know whether she still remember me mah,,or even 4get it..

darling i feel that u today so diffferent u used to be
if got anything just tell me k..miss you ..
waiting for your off day..

after super, darling send me and my sis home

mi

3:43 AM

Friday, July 4, 2008

hmmmm...

oh my god.. today is a friday

so fast one week over again..

we help two of our classmate to celebrate their advance birthday

we meet at mac

yixin and gege went home to take the cake

after that,

they said wanna to go kallang to drink beer

i dun feel like going cos too fast

when i plan to take train home..

zhen min and jeremy keep asking me to go ..

so i went with them to gerlan

we have our dinner at shang hai resturant

we eat and drink beer..

i only drank a bit cos i promise my darling i will not drink much

after a while , i feel like vomitting

haha..

i vomit a bit in the road

feeling much better

den we walked toward to take the train home..

i meet darling at jurong east MRT station

den he sent me home..

we having our dinner at

3:29 AM

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

today is my darling off day..

me going to sch as usual .,

he say wanna to sent me to sch but never

cos he overslept i think

hehex.

today C# lecture

nothing much he just go through next lab test

he only took 45 min to teach

then, he end the lesson

oh my god, too early

so i decide to meet my darling early at woodland

some of my classmates need to go for maths common test retest at 3 plus

i never received sms from my teacher so i dun need to go

hope i can get better for the common test

after that , i walk to woodland to meet my darling

n yeap....

we going to eat seoul garden today

i long for it ...

oh my god,

we spent 20 min to find seoul garden

we spent $40 for the meal

when in the seoul garden

darling keep asking me to eat meat so it will worth it..

lol..

oh my god, i really crazy of eating ice cream

i ate three plate of ice cream

we spent 3 hours at seoul garden

eating

i eat so fill that i have difficulty standing up n walk

i really emjoy myself

i will load some photo i took when we at seoul garden ..

3:00 AM

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Happy 4th month Annverisary

hmmm. today my lesson start at 9.30 a.m

my darling insist of sending me to sch

so i meet him 8.30a.m at my station

haix.. me really tooo exhausted today cos last night i don"t get a sleep

due my lab test which i done badly

through out the whole journey , i slept on his shoulder

oh my god ,the trainwas too crowded that we could not find any seat ..

we have to stand all the way

till my legs going to turn into jelly

after that, i meet may at yio chu kang Mrt station

we walk all the way to sch

we are late for the lesson

we have quiz today 20 mark

n the qns is WHICH PLOY U TO GO?

i was ..??

no ideas wat to write

haix..

after thaT ,we went for C# lesson

i still make some mistakes that make my prograMME cannot haix..

i must try to improve on it ..

we have two hours break

all the guy went to ANg No Kio hub to eat KFC

lol..

four of us eat at KOu FU

after that, we went to library

we took a lot of photo using my U cam

i will download for ur.

To my darling

thank a lot for giving me, always be there when i need u darling i luv you .

i cant live without u

promise me u will always belong me and hold me to the end

5:05 AM

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