Friday, May 16, 2008
TO: my darling and my dearest friendsdarling and my dearest i know u all care for me and wan to know what happen .?between me and my friend "xia incidentlet"s me tell u all wat happen ?her birthday has been passed for about 4 going to be 5 months..i really cant remember some of it watever i can remember i just tell ur now.it go like that for her birthday this year .i decided to give her a supprise by asking some of my godbro ,friend to join but unfortunately some of them cant make it.i knew last year her birthday 's i make her cry cos she make me den piss off cos they are late to meet me even though , i sms n told her that i HAte to wait for yourand she told me she will not be late end up still late so we have some quarrel i SERIOUSLY DUN LIKE to turn my best friends or friend's party into some tearful or unhappy memorise but it seeem that WHY THERE IS ALWAYS SOME THINGS THAT MAKE ME SO FED UP !! I WILL MAKE OTHER PPL DAMN SAD TOO..!!XIA 's this year birthday i promise i will not make her cry again but i still make her cry worse come to worse it seem to her that i have crave a deep scar on her and she dun dare to face me !!EXCUSE !!! i know i am indeed is my fault tooo >.but do you know how i feel when u talkin with chong how chirsy ,sky ,gor and qiao ting AND DUN TALK TO MEbefore u come i already not happy because of qiaoting they allbut i really dun wan to show out cos i dun wan u to be u be unhappythen , before we went to ssc mac to help u celebrate xia 's birthday i already told them to do whatever ur wan as fast as possiblei afraid i will throw my temper out anytimebut they all still take ur own timewhen reached at ssc macxia talkin to them and i am emo-ing sitting at one sidei thought she know my character well she will come and persude me tojoin thembut no not at alli HATE THE astmoshere where u are being left out so i just went offand thank to my godbro she chased after me and persude me to go back to help xia celebrate party so i went back DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL WHEN I WENT BACK THEY ALREADY CUT THE CAKE !!I WAS DAMN SAD I FEEL LIKE THOUSAND OF CUT AT MY HEART WHEN U ALL CUT THE CUT WITHOUT ME !!!
I BURST INTO TEAR INFRONT OF MY bro ...
i know xia cry too
i know it hard to 4get something but wat is over is already over
i cant 4get too but i never show infront of u and my classmate when i help them to celebrate their birthday .!!
friendship is not how long ur BEEN together
MOST IMPPORANT IS HOW WELL UR UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER
AND KNOW EACH OTHER CHARACTER !!
darling asked me to read xia"s blog
after reading it i feel depressed and .......................................=(
7:20 AM
