Thursday, January 24, 2008
It has been very very long i have never blog ..
really miss it ..
i know a lot friend of my friend miss my blog
during those days
too many things happen to me
i want to blog just that i dun have time to blog..
hmmm.. today is the day we got to know our result
to me i have no confident at all
i know i will not get what i want
so i dun dare to wish for much
i damn nervous and scared
thank all my friend for the support
like xia , bel. xueliing , ain ,jun hao and a lot more..
long time never wear sch uniform lehx..
today may be last time wearing it..
haha
i meet ain at bukit gombak mRT station as usual
i saw teck kuang
he saw my hair colour
he said to me u dun scared you will caught by the teacher
everyday i am working from day to night
i never think of that
OMG..
i will caught by the teacher they dun allow me to go in
i have to but hair spray
i run all the way to sch just to buy it
thank alot ain for accompany me
shit it mahx..!!!
xiu ping hair colour more obvious than me den never caught by the teacher
and i am so unlucky
WHAT THe HELL
SO UNFAIR ..!!!
then my turn to get my result
paul chong come over and ask me so how jinhua how is ur eng
to my sadness i told him
i fail my eng and got D7 fot it
he encourageme it all right still not bad..
haix..
i damn sad
i thought i will cry like hell
this time round i manage not to cry in front of my friend
keep the sadness to myself and never show out..
then i went to see and we have talk to the consonsellor
after that jun hao went there to see me
he said he will be there to lent me his shoulder for m to cry on
and his shirt to wipe my tear
haha so nice of him.. i am so touch =)
..
i know i need it
but i act to be strong and force myself to put a smile on my face
and not to show my sadness out =(
i really damn tired to hide my tear and pain u know..
we have our dinner at teck whye
den we went to lot one
we went to arade to take neoprint by right
wearing wearing uniform cant go in
wetook the risk to do it
but fun nahx..
and thank jun hao for helping us to take the neoprint
it around 7 plus
mum keep calling me
i went home with ain
i thought of meeting xia but she with her friend
i thought she dun bored me le..
in the end i still got to meet her
she help me to check on the course i can get it etc..
thank xia..
i really appreciate it a lot..
and thank to those friend who sms me to ask about my result like jeremy. xueyi, yini,leisiang
and a lot more
but just to tell ur that i ddun really do well for it ..
cos i dun get what i want !!!!
hate it mahx..?
i always dun get what i want !!!
5:04 AM