Monday, December 31, 2007

i dun want to have bored count down again..
i saw the poster that show fei lun hai ..
i thiught they will come to singpore
i ask xia to come to imm for the count down..
then we can celebrate with them..
wat a sad thing is only their DVD and D.J pei fen come and not a lot ppl
so sian...
we change place ..
sorry gor make you walk here and there
i know u not very happy with it .i am so sorry about it..
then we decided to go back to gombak
it was too late so we have our count down at the train..

damn sad.. i cant get to see firework..
have a drink at alif
i saw a black cat
is the truth if u see black cat
will bring u bad luck for the rest of the year..??
then went home lor..

have a nice chat with gor and xia..
till quite late..

gor have to walk all the way home..

take care hor..

today also my uncle from china come to s'pore to visit us
for 45 days..

i dun think i have a time to accompany him lor.

11:33 PM

Thursday, December 27, 2007

What the hell !!!.. I brought the wrong skinny pants from the wrong shop..
then , i meet yi ni out ..
because she know the place well mahx..
then, i went to change my pants
gui hua want to go out with polar bear
i ask her to join us..
then, polar bear , yini , guihua and me took the train to city hall..
OMG , the boss is damn fucking lor..
is ur skinny pants is like shit
nothing to do with my skin lor..
KNs ...
lucky , u change the other pants to me
if not...
then , we went to other shop
yini and guihua brought the other skinny pants

then, we went to bugis because guihua and polar bear want to buy sch bags

oMG i think i really cant walk too much
i haven shop for awhile
my legs already give way haha..

then, we have our lunch at plasmas
i still have work later on
so i have to rush to finish up my food
and took the train to long beach
end up i was late
the train jam
because someone fainted in the train lor..

sorry DAvid foo
val also late because she wait for me
i am so sorrry.. to make u scolded by david too...
i late again ...
hehex..

9:13 PM

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

haix..still need to wake up very early ..
rushing to yew tee to take the boss" van to work..
the job is damn boring i do until going to fall asleep .
haha..
i do quite fast until no more work for us
then , the boss asked me to go back early at around 2p. m

i went to hong you"s house to dye my hair..
OMG. I saw her girlfriend
she dress up very nice like want to go out
i asked hong you
he say actually they plan to go out..
ai yo yo .. y u never tell me early ..
i can change to other days mahx..
i can tell she was not very happy
thank gui hua accompany me to hong you's house
if not i dun noe what to do ..

then , i went home to have my late lunch and went to long beach and work..

8:52 PM

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

woo .. time really flies.. so faster yesterday was x"mas eve ..

i received the msg from leono"s asked me to go her house to have dinner.

i know there will be a lot ex ssc mac crew there..

i want to go tooo..

but cant cos long beach WANT me to work ..

haix.. have no choice..

sad nai..ppl are enjoying themselve

with their girlfriend and boyfriend or with their friend for count down

awh.. i Hate it mahx...!!

my ex boss called me and asked me to go work at other place

OMG.. the place really terrible lehx..

but the ppl there damn friendly compare to long beach

when u work still got FM radio 93.3 to listen lehx..

i work from 7 to 5p.m

den my boss send me all the way home

so good of him..

after that i brought bubbles tea and bread
so poor of me ..i have to rush to long beach and work..

on my way to long beach i bit bread and drink my bubbles tea

omg is so tired .taking two job per days..

i dun even have time to rest'

haix..

no choice i wan money to buy my stuff ..

i am so sorry jun hao and the gangs i know ur wan to ask me to go cycling

but i realy very tired

I need rest lehx..

hmmm.. today after my work i went to alif to meet chia yam gor ,xia ,jun and edwine
we have our super and nice chat together ..

ppl are counting down for "x'mas and we are counting for end of x'mas haha..

then , we walked home..

12:27 AM

Sunday, December 23, 2007

yeap.. today finally i can buy my skinny pants ..
i long very long liao le..
i meet bel to go city hall with me..
i told ppl i Hate to wait..
yet i make bel wait for me ..
i am so sorry bel .. 4 letting u wait 4 me.
i really dun mind it..

then , we took train to city hall..
i have not been shopping with bel for one year i think haha..
we ave a nice chat at the train. miss her..
thank a lot yini ..
for the direction to the shop where i want to buy the skinny pant
haix.. bel..
she arhx..
very scared no time to go bugis with her..
she keep on hurry me to buy my pant..

ai yo yo..when i reach home i realised that i brought the wrong skinny pant
sian .. have to go and change next time ..
on the way to bugis
cos sis want me to help her buy polar t shirt i saw this shop got some shirt offer
then i went in and see
DO you know what..? the customer say i Am A customER Too..
i was so blur..
after a while then i realised that i mistaken the customer to be shop owner ..hehex..

took train down to bugis..
bel OMG ..
she really in hurry to buy her stuff..
so i accompany her first..
after that i brought my BElt cost 5 bucks
shirt cost 10 buck..

i thought after shopping
eat my lunch with bel
i can straight away go long beach and work ..
sad .. bel no money
so i went home with her
i have my late lunch at home then i went down to long beach and work...
OMG ... i saw paul CHEoNG agian..

after my work went home lor..

1:27 AM

Saturday, December 22, 2007

yesterday has a late sleep cos after work i have my bath then i online to check my mail..
i am so surprise to received a season card from my friend ..
i think i should do one and send to her one day ..

today after my breakfast , actually wanna to help mum with the household
but too bad cant need to see the doctor and the ployclinic closed at 12 plus..
my sis and i walked all the way there ..
so tired ..
i reached the counter ,
the nurse asked me for the NRIC ..
usually i dun bring with me
lucky i brought along haha..
then , wait for the nos Q
wao lao.. the nurse pass me the AID BOOKLET

wat the hell!! i dun need it lor...
then, went to second floor to c doctor
WAT THE HELL , I WANT the female doctor
end up the male docotor so sian
thank god .!! he never checked my heart beat if not ....

after that i went to west mall
we shop shop around ..
OMG , we really a shopping QUeen
we spent all our money not even a single cents in our wallet
we have to walk all the way home again under the sun ..sian..

i have my lunch and went down to long beach and work
Omg .. i saw PAul CHEONGg
he with his wife eating their dinner at long beach..
today is first day work for BENG HENG ...good luck

i damn AngRy lor..
after work i damn hungry lor..
wan to eat my super
left a bit of soup the girl name jie yi
she took all the soup 4 her boyfriend
no more soup for me
i damn piss off
i went to meet xia at alif for my super
xia told me wen jun and alex also there
excuse me your at mac why ur said beside alif..?
lucky ,ur still got the manner to say bye to us...

on our way back , we chat lor..

12:30 AM

Thursday, December 20, 2007

hmmmm .. today early in the morning i have my stomach cramp ..
damn pain is like killing me to dealth..
i wake up for my breakfast then , i went to sleep again

then i wake up for my lunch
i was shocked to see my cousin and it was around 2lus
i have my lunch
have a chat wit my mum and cousin
i told her i got got my paid
she nagged at me and asked me to resign or change to part time
so fan ...!!
then i went to sleep again

wao lao.. the pain still damn pain ..
so i told my manager i cant go work
i have a rest at home ..

haix.. sleep sleep ....sleep
my whole bodyache after long day of sleep
awh........
pain .............pain........

6:23 AM

My mum and brother went to malaysia for three days and 2 night

mum ask me to go with them i dun want because i want to earn money for my hair..

without them at home . it seem so quite and i can have my peace sleep haha..

let"s me tell your how i spent my days without them

monday , i wake up at 12 plus lucky got my sis wake up early to help me cook my so called

my lunch

then i cant have my nap i dun know what happen to me cant sleep lor..

my mind keep thinking of something -(

i went to long each early so that i can have my dinner

haha..surprise i damn early

by the time i reach there

the dinner haven ready yet ..

OH my goD , they really eat damn fast

i have to follow their pace

so i have to rush to finish my food

oh my god so sian

today a lot ppl off

somemore today the customer more than yesterday.

i was so busy like an ants

i am danmn tired

thank god, they ask me to off tml

then , i can have a good rest

after work ., i went back alone

Tuesday, boss ask me to go work at office work city hall

i thought it will be free kns got paid lor..

i thought of going to c doctor but i oversleep

haix.. sian

today i spent my whole day watch gong zhu xiao mei

and late night snatch out to meet yini , xia, wenjun yini 4 supper

we have nice chat

but wen jun really very bad keep laugh at xia for having fat arm

hey hey..it is really very bad tolaugh at ppl to you know that..???

it may be funny for you

have you ever think of other ppl "s feeling ???

they keep quite or dun feel like talking is a signal to show your that it really hurt their feeling

after that i went home with xia..

On Wed

i plan to wake up early but i oversleep again

ON mY god , i going to become pig

i have my bath meet xia

then we went to hong you's house

to do my hair..
sian have to wait for very long for xia and finally mt turn..

i let xia to first cos she went to work early than me lor..

i late for 10min for my work

by the time , i reached there

i never tie my hair

ppl keep on ask me y ..?

i tell them i reborn cant tie lor..hehex..

after that i have my supper

and went home with val

i take away food for them but they all sleep le..

i went for my bath

i realised that my mum is back..!!

i went to sleep

5:34 AM

Sunday, December 16, 2007

i dun know why.. yesterday i only got 3 hours of sleep..
i still can wake up very early..hahaha..
it has been long time i never go to wet market with my mother
so today i went down later to look for her ..

then , i brought a new watch and some ice cream ...
i spent about $10 plus ...haha..
i went home to have my lunch
i online , i was shocked qiaoting saw my msn 's nickname and ask me what happen
after my lunch, i went to have my nap
then ,i went to work at long beach

today not a lot of customer , we managed to finish everything before 10plus..
then i have my super
after that ,i went home with val

after my work, i went to alif again to meet got , wen jun and edwine
by the time , i reached there
they already have their super
so i just order my milktea
so bad they all talking about me yesterday being locked outside
haha..i know they all just kidding lor..
then, xia came late cos she help her mum"s to celebrate birthday lor..
then. we have a chat
xia play edwine"s psp and me listen to his Mp4

edwine and wen jun went home early cos they stilll need to work the next day
then , xia, gor and me chat until 1a.m again
oh shit ,there is no train and bus for gor
i totally 4get all about that
he dun bored so much but still sent us home
he has to walk all the way home
all my fault asking him to stay so late..
i am so sorry
but i pei him sms until he reach home lor..
haa...

thank you jeremy and qiao ting for your concern ..
hey hey.. qian ting xia and me ok le..

11:03 PM

15 Dec 2007

sleep sleep...finally i can have a good sleep..
i think i going to became pig soon haha...
haix..early in the morning i washed all my blanket ,bedsheets..as my mum say
it will not rain
oh shit..
late in the afternoon got heavy rain
die tonight without blanket to sleep...
sian..

then i have my nap..
i totally cant sleep cos of my brother
he keep on disturb me ..
then i have my lunch and i went to work at long beach
after a week of rest ,went back to work damn tired lehx..
i feel like giving up...
haha.. i am glad there is someone who miss me ...

after my work i went to alif to have my supper
when i reach there, gor haven came
so sian ..i dun know what to talk to yini,her two friend , chong how ,chirsty and zi wei.
i feel like very peisay and keep quiet...
how i wish gor faster came haaha..
then yini friend called jie yi if i not wrong
she is very friendly, start talking to me
nice to have a friend like her.
i have a nice chat with them
after a while wen jun and guo wei came
then follow by kut tat and jian wei..

i went home at around 1 plus MIdnight
WAT THE helll, when i reached home it was locked
i cant get in .
actually i planned to spend my whole night outside my doorstep
oh my god but i am afraid ..
then , i sms gor..
he asked me to come down .to alif to look for them.
they will accompany me to dawn
i am so useless and confused , tear keep rolling down my cheeks
i dun wan to go down again cos i scared the others will laugh at me ..
so i choose to wait at my doorstep...

gui hua,she went to toilet and heard my voice talking on the phone
then she opened the door for me..
i dun know want to thank her for opening door for me
if not i will stay overnight at bukit gombak mac with gor, wen jun and edwine

do you know what..??? is not my parents who lock the door is GUI HUA LOr..

although i never go down to join them but they still spent their whole night at mac..

10:28 PM

Thursday, December 13, 2007

today i went to work a bit early..
so that i dun need to rush for my work le..
haha..
i took the same bus as ah lim.. then we talk all the way to work..
so sian .. today have to stand whole day for my work so tired
lucky the machine spoil i can sit down for awhlile if not i tell u i sure will faint on the spot .. hehx..
haix,, my head still very pain..

during luNch time with ah ming and ah lim
they told me we almost win the 4digit all thank to ah ming la.. he pick 6 instead of 4
i think he went to toilet never wash his hands so pick the wrong
we brought 6878 it came 6748 if not we will win $500 plus lor..
sian..
never mind lor..

haix..i alway thought that best friend will understand u the best and will be there when you need them today it prove me that my thought is wrong

i really very tired and piss off ..
i haven coool down myself about jian feng they all ..
now still have to trouble this again ..

excuse me i already write very clearly meet at jurong point at 6 p.m
and dun be late..you say ok see me there..
you want me to tell u how many times I HATE TO WAIT FOR PPL
I HATe IT..
i call u at around 5 plus,u scared i scolded you so u hang out my phone is it..?
u still dare to tell me u see wrongly is jurong point and not jurong east ..when i read it i feel like slapping you...
y u last min told me you see it wrongly..
and some more at that time u still at woodland u can reach jurong east at 6 p.m..mahrhx..
plzzzzzzzz hor . if u cant make it on time TELLL ME LEHX.. DUN LAST ME GIVE ME EXCUSES!!
make me have to the train and bus home instead of free bus that brought me all the way home
u told me is you doing ur work until 4get the time i hope so..
who know maybe u having ur precious moment with that guy..

EXUse me u think one word sorry is enough for all this ..
can you imagine if ppl do all this to you how u feel..????

actually i thought when meet you
i can share with you my problem but i think never mind ..
u have make me feel that u are not .....

我到底做错了设么？???，为设么不好的事找上我。。。
为设么你们要让我生气又伤心。。
我真的好累！！

我的心就像被刀刺伤的。。
我好痛
我好希望有一种药给我吃可以让我忘记过去从新再来

I ALWAYS TOLD PPL IF they GOT ANY PROBLEM SHARE WITH ME i will be there for them..
DEN IF I GOT PROBLEMS WHO WILL Be THERE FOR ME???

6:13 AM

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

rain rain go away come another ....

OMG .. early in the morning , heavy rain ..

and there is traffic jam ..i almost late 4 my work,

lucky i managed to punch in my card on time ..

if not i will kana scolding by my boss ...
then i have my lunch with them..
really have fun with them but i am leaving them soon
sad nahx..

haix..sian.. so bored do the same thing over and over again..
to my shocked ah ming and ah lim came to ask me whether wanna to buy 4digit or not..

they ask me to think of the nos i lazy lehx..

then they write the nos on the piece of the paper

we pick i buy $1 big

how i wish we will win first prize den i dun need to work..

waiting 4 the result tml..

then , i punch out .. i took the MRt home

on my god , is heavy raining again

i never bring my umbrella .. i saw my neighbour

i thought i can share with her but she disappear..

thank god , i saw my primary sch friend xin yi..

she ask me whether i got umbrella

i told her i dun have.. den she share with me..

i cant imagine without her i will totally drench

then i went to buy my new umbrella..

on my way home , i saw a women with small umbrella.share with 3 of her

daughter.

i saw it..

i ask her whether need my help or not..?

then i share my umbrellawith her younger daughter

she damn cute and prettty..

so sad i say good bye to her but she never say back ..

msg to him:

u seem to have some things to tell me but u choose not to tell whY..? i really want to know

can tell me pls...

我觉得好不习惯没有你跟我顶嘴。。。。。。。。。。

我觉得我应该学习独立
不应该每次靠朋友了
我一定会做到的

7:06 AM

Monday, December 10, 2007

WAT the Helllllllllllllllllllllllllll....!!! it really hurt me...

the pain is like killing me to death.........

today went to work again early in the morning

i so suai..

i have to stand all the way 4 my work..

damn tired lehx..

all thank to that uncle talking to me ..

i did not notice the metal bar in front of me ..

my head knocked on the metal..

very pain.. i can see star .. round and round my head

and i so careless i cut my hand ..haix. sian

but this was not as pain as what i get from my dearest bro jian feng ,friend qi nan and mei mei guo wei..

i always treat them as my close friend , bro and sis cos of today

but they have prove everthing to me..

they treat BAI GUI HUA BETTER THAN ME

I HATE THEM!!!!!!!! it was uNFAIR tO ME!!!

during their birthday , even though how busy i am preparing 4 my exam, i still rememeber their birthday. i plan 4 them and went to blue to buy present 4 them..JUST hope TO give them birthday surprise..

then how ur treat me..???i think wo zi zuo zhu zhang ba..

i think i better dun help them...

JIan feng >>u never turn up 4 my birthdayy ..then you turn up yesterday 4 gui hua"s birthday..

u good u win..!!!

guo wei>>>>>i know u are being invited by jian feng they all i ask u y u call me..

y u say nothing ??

Qi nan>>u good !!!

wao.....lao.............. bAI GUI hhua .. u win lor.....

u get watever u want 4 ur birthday

i damn piss off i am a loser ..always get the thing i dun wan ..........!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhh..

hate it mahzzzzzzzzzzzzzxx..what i wan i will never got it or have it..............!!!

i really feel very pain.. no word could express my pain..

how i wish there is medcine that will cure my pain ..

msg to bel...and ain...

thank you 4 ur care and concern

i really appreciate it a lot..

love your..

i am so soli.. cos my com hang so cant talk to ur..

and ain sorry to disturd u early in the morning.

7:15 AM

8 NOv 2007

finally i can have a good sleep.and rest,,.
i sleep very late..

slacking at home ..
then i went to work at long beach ..
after my work meet gor 4 supper ..
oh shit.. i 4got to ask him to eat first..
make them wait me to come
then they order their food..
i am so sorry..hehex..
he with his friend>> jason..
nice to meet him haha..
he quite lame but funny lehx..
i have nice chat with him and gor..
after that wait 4 chirsty they all to come..
first time i break the record without my parent know..
i with yini, chirsty,ziwei and chong how.. until 2a.m

haix..
i am so bored after gor they all left me cos chirsty they all so silent..
haix..
so sian ...
so late i have to walk home alone..
lucky got gor "s msg to accompany me ..

thank you gor..
no matter wat gor still the best ..haha...

6:48 AM

Friday, December 7, 2007

i am damn blur and sian..
yesteray i msg lulu in chinese
shocked lehx.. he reply me in eng and the way he say dun like him haha..

haix.. damn tired lehx.. have to stand the whole day for my work. . my legs going to numb liao..
lucky i have nice mentor ah you to train me..
after have a chat with him ..
i realised that he is the guy
we long to see each other
i really have a nice time working with him just that i have to stand all the way lor.. ..
haha..

during my tea break .. received a call from lulu..
he quite busy talking to his boss.
i sitting there daydream .
went back to work the machine spoil..

good to me cos i can slack....
but quite bored after awhile...
then ,i havin my lunch with ah ming ,meng kong and the rest of their friend ..
haix..siting with all the guys at one table..
i cant finish my food.. sian..too shy bahx. haha..

tea break, they treat me bread and coffee..
i have fun and nice chat with them..

finally i have something to do le..
i dun noe wat happen to me i damn blur..
lucky, ah ming told me i done my work in the wrong way if not i will get scolding from my senior..
after my work i have to keep my stuff before i could go back..
thank ah ming he helped me to keep and asked me to go home..

ah ming really a nice guy .. i cant imagine without him to help me
i will be in deep trouble..

thank a lot..

haix.. i really damn tired i want to have a rest..

msg to xia..
i am so sorry ,you are sick i still asked you to call chirsty to ask about the hair thing ..
haix.. sian everytime i want to talk to you ..
you are busy or sick...
never mind lor..
i settle myself..
take care hor..
get well soon!!!

msg to bel..
if it is time to let go ..
just let go..
dun wait till u get hurt...
and i will be there for you ok..

7:55 AM

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

hmmm.. . early in the morning wake up very early for work
wao lao.. when reached there they say no work
and ask me to go back sian..
waste my time , but not bad they give me 5 dollar to top up my card haha..

then i received sms from gor asking me to play pool
i met him at 1p.m but i am late ..
but surpring tis time he early than me hehex..
i really have nice and enjoyable time with him...
then we went to mac to return my cap and name tag
after that i went to long beach and work..

OMG , by the time i reach there
they already having their dinner
i so poor thing, they only left fish bone some soup and vegetable 4 me..
haix..siao ..
no choice eat lor..
it is a lesson to me not to be late 4 dinner ..
haix..
today i very slack i only take care of one table =5 persons only haha..
i really HATE sammi
she is a very action
i really cant stand her attitude ..

after my work , received miss call from chonghow and yini asking me to go alif
i meet them after my work
very pei say cos on the phone i mistaken alex into gor..

i have a chat with alex ,yini ,chong how, wen jun and the other wen jun "s friend
have a nice chat with them
after that chong how and they all send me home..
i reach home at around 12 plus..

6:45 AM

Saturday, December 1, 2007

yesterday i have late sleep cos talking to my sis about something ..

i realise that she really very stubborn lehx..
at the same time i am waiting for val "s msg . i was about to sleep she keep on talking to me make me cannot sleep
then recevied a call from zi wei asking me to go sentosa with chirsty they all..
i want to go but guihua not going cos of zi wei ..sian..
haix.. both her and zi wei i really dun noe how to say ..
just hope their friendship will be better and not like now like enemy lor..
actually i wake up at 7 plus since is too early i went to sleep again
haix..i overslept i received 5 miss call from chirsty and ziwei
i think they want to give me morning call but i 4get i put in silent mode
that why i dun know they got call me..

i am so sorry about it..
sorry ziwei ,chirsty and the gangs to ps your
hope your enjoy urself at the sentosa

i plan to go later i try to call john , chia yam , lesile ,sandy and sky to go with me to sentosa ..
sad lehx.. all since to be busy or never ans my call ..
going alone so sian so i decided not to go
i stay at home online and teach my sis home work lor..
i went to have nap 4 2 hours..
i dun noe why i damn tired and whole bodyache

damn sad nahx.. yesterday so called my chinese birthday xia 4get all about should say she totally dun ever know about it lor..and my mum promise to buy cake 4 me then never ..

msg to zi wei
thank you for your dinner and msg i really appreciate it a lot..
friend forever

hope 4 the best..
i want to win

7:31 AM