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Wednesday, November 21, 2007
i am so sleepy and my legs so pain lehx..i cant sleep well yesterday again
early in the morning i kana wake up by my mum
my eye so pain maybe not enough sleep bahx..
i plan to have a sleep 4 awhile but no time
so i get myself change and meet val
i am late .. make her wait 4 me but she was not angry or sms me
thank you 4 waiting 4 me.. love you haha..
OMG today i wear new shoes make my leg so pain.
they say new shoes you must bite first so that it will not make ur legs pain not truth leh..
i bite but still the same lehx..
then we went 4 our training course from there we meet a lot of new friend
got one friend name pei feng OMG she from JC lehx..
she quite friendly lehx..
i 4get to take photo of her ..
so sad
during the course we have 15 min break ..
Do you know what ..?
i so poor thing i sat at the corridor eating my instant noodle brought from 7eleven..
and it is so hot i have to eat quickly cos ONLY 15 min lehx..
by the time we went back ,the course already started
we are late.
they never scolded us ..
on my way home ,i received the sms from ain .
she told me she got a call fom mintoot lehx..
ask me whether i got or not ..
I PISS OFF lehx.. she got i dun have
we go interview together lehx..
HOW CAME SHE GOT I DUN HAvE >>?
AM i so BAD lUCK..?
ahhhhhhhhhh..
that time we already said if have we go together
now you PS me .. even though i said never mind..
but i still not very happy .and i feel very depress ...
can you imgaine to put you in my shoe to see how you feel.?
iS terrible you know or not..?
we go all the way to that far place end up you get it not me..?
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. FED UP LEHX>>
i know cant blame you ..mahx..
is me .. who is not fortunate to get the job bahx...
WHO TO BLAME ???ME LO>>>
haix .. then frustrate lehx...
i DUN WAN THE CALL THEY CALL me..
I WANT THEY never CALL ME
WA LAO ..
i so UNLUCKY !!!!!!! so pain !!! my heart is bleeding lehx..!!!
3:16 AM