Thursday, October 4, 2007
OMg.. "o"level left 12 more days to go ..
and i am not working hard enough
i still very slack..
haix.. can anyone tell me what should i do..????
i feel so tired this whole week everyday mock after mock..
so fast another week gone le..
today is physic mock.exam.. teacher not free so we do chemistry ..
then .. after recess i went back to class i saw my eng mock paper and the remarks mr chong wrote to me..
i read it and i feel so hurt
tear start to roll down my cheeks..
DO you know ..what ????
i almost spent my whole night just to do the compostion and not studing my chemistry ..
he fail me and u know what he wrote on my paper..
"give me very very simple english if not you will not pass "i know he wrote tat is to wake me up but you are wrong you make me hate eng more..i really hate you .. cant you just say it in a nice ways..???when i read it really hurt my heart i feel so useless why i make the same mistakes over and over again.ppl are improving why i not..am i not working hard enough..?i have been copied essay every night why i not improving.... i very fed up..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..no matter wat i must pass my eng ......i wan to prove to tat stupid chong i can do it...really hate him mahx. ur sacartise remark ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..then dad chua after lesson..he suddenly asked me whether i am all right..is it too stressi am so touch i cry again ..in front of the class.. then after school i alone walk all the way to lot one..i so sad i cry again. .. how i wished someone will be there for me ..but nobody..then i heard someone behind me i thought is ainshe follow me but to my dismay not her..r u ain my good friend..??/xia how i wish you will there for me...thanx. sandy , bao ying , xiao qin 4 ur msg i really appreciate it..
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